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In the past when I would be with my friends bullshitting and whatnot when I would make a joke about killing myself they would laugh with me and we'd move on to something new now when I do it theres a long awkward silence.

But I aint gona go out like that I wanna go like Rich's dad did Fuckin

smjmcomic,

you mean like that one?

"came and went at the same time"

smjmcomic,

Could you imagine how truly fucked up it would be to shoot yourself while fucking?

Man, suicide is the most selfish thing anyone can do. All it does is end any chance of happiness you might encounter and fuck everybody who knows you up. Basically those who kill themselves are saying "I don't care if you walk around the rest of your life with the guilt of my death hanging over your head."

Be mature and get your shit together. Live the life you have been blessed with and stop moping the fuck around.

JTF,



NO WORRIES!

I'm was just making a joke kinda bad taste thats all.


Too be honest I'm starting to feel like myself again everythings fine.

deepseas,



Really I'd never kill myself I just like to tease my buddy's cuz things havent really been too great. And I live for that nervous laugh.

smjmcomic,

You know that I have love for you, so I am going to be very candid, ok?

I am just gonna be frank with you and tell it like Ike Turner did to Tina after she tried to overdosed and attempted suicide as documented in the movie "What's love got to do with it?"

"Bitch if you don't make it, I am gonna kill you!"

When he said that in the movie, I was like wow, Ike sure was a muthafucker!!! DAMMMMMNNN! How are you gonna kill somebody after they are already gone?????

But seriously, Smjm...don't make us have to hunt you down, cracking bad ass jokes like that and sheeeiiiittt!!!! & Baby, I was worried about you but I had faith in you that you would pull through. Just remember, it is all a process, painful as it may be. Now, I know you are very stong and loving and kind-hearted, witty and fun to be around! You keep on keeping on, stay STRONG and stay positive. & you say, how do you do that Big T?

Well, one thing that always helps is..............Listen to Tupac - KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!!! ( the hook says, 'ooooh child, things are going to get a little easier')

ANNNNDDDD...., what cures me from having dark thoughts is ONE: I drive by a cemetary and I be like, those people aren't EVER gonna experience problems any more. I might be sad as hell and down in the dumps BUT at least I am above grond and can still do shit!!!!!

TWO: ----> nobody has come back from the grave yet and said "HEY, it is COOL as HECK over on this side!!! You all should HURRY UP and die and come on & let's get this party started right!".....NOPE, I have never had a "visitation from beyond" telling me no shit like that. For all we know, it could be just as messed up on the other side!!!

So, live the life that you know about. The one that you have right now, now, NOW. As long as you are alive, you can make things better. So, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST, young man. Live on, baby, baby.....Live on and live strong.

LIVE TO LOVE and LOVE TO LIVE!!!!!

smjmcomic,
well anyway i am glad that suicide is not one of the things that you change your mind on an like say.....okay i am dead but now i want to be alive again.....or else many morons would be doing that.....comitting suicide an then coming back alive.....its final buddy

JTF, if someone is under chronic pain they can't deal with and can't seemed to be solved, then I understand it. As for emotional pain..you got to ride the storm out. There are times when the only thing that get's me through is spite against fate, a kind of grim "I ain't gonna let the gods make me quit, I'm going to get through this shit and enjoy life anyways" kind of attitude..and bd, there are too many bastards that are alive and kicking for us to lose one of the good guys.