astonamous,

I will say that I'm not in a dangerous area. Firstly, Fairbanks doesn't have a scary crime rate...especially compared to memphis. It's laughable here.

Secondly, the girl that is letting her room out has been a really good friend of my step sister for years and I've kinda known her for a while, so her background checks out. She may not be the brightest, or be all that dependable, but she's alright. I just don't want to make it a long term thing, because she'll be moving soon and besides, she's not a house keeper...cough...far, far far from being on. So, I'm safe for the time being, but I still need to keep looking.

JAne

I plan to stay in touch, mainly with my step mom. I'll let her know where I am, because she asked me to and she did seemed pretty concerned. My real mom called me and told me that I should apologize and go straight back to him (actions speak louder than words on that one...).

Right now, I plan to finish out the semester here at school. If Cobb's keeps the 18 and up can go to their New Years shindig, than I'll be in SF then. After that, I dunno... if I happen to find a job during the time I'm in San Francisco, I just might not come back up here.

There are so many options to consider right now, its making me almost apathetic to my whole situation. I guess I better get to contemplating...and praying...

Jane

jane_haze,

Keep the lines of communication open even if all you do is check in to let your dad know where you are once in awhile. There isn't always time to make peace. Tomorrow can bring anything.

jane_haze,
though i agree with Dave-i think a good healthy distance is needed before you can make peace...so get the fuck away from him, as far as you can, mending and healing is for later-save yourself now...you do have friends here...if you need help...

haze,

I dont' know what to say. But I have to say something. I've been there and know how you feel. If you're not over 21, there are a few shelters out there. Covenant House immediately comes to mind. I wish I could be of more service.

jane_haze,
Keep ya head up.

JTF,



I understood...and didn't catch the error until your second post!

I'm getting a whole lot of support from everyone on this. I just wish more of those friends lived in Fairbanks!

Maybe I could use this as a cheap way to get with that cute bartender... would that be so wrong?

I'm in a happy mood today...let's see how long that one lasts....

Jane

astonamous,

I meant "girlfriend" The typo was unintentional...

I knew you'd get it though...

jane_haze,

Got kicked out of a former g/f's place and spent the night on the street begging for change for beer money and talking shit with a ho who was turnin' tricks and pickin' pockets (and buying me beer for not ratting her out...)

But seriously, Dave has a sofa in Jersey for you to sleep on...

(I'd offer my air mattress, but I think my girlfiend would have trouble understanding...)

dumbass,
If Bingo were here


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