frightend

[abnormalandbitchy]

Frightend Mind
There is something inside me something I can no longer hide
I think of it often and try to forget where I have been
but atlast it no use I cant not erase the abuse
it is in me part of me and regretfully it always will be
every once in a while I dream about it wakeing up afraid
wanting some one to hold me and help me feel safe
I pray that one day ill be set free from the hell no one can see
form the demon inside that wants me to go insane
I push it away hopeig one day ill win
Id make it all go away and be a child again
some one who can love with out feeling its a sin
I pray for the darkness to rise before i meet my own demise
and die a hurting soul whos dreams where never known
look past my fear and my hate,
know that inside my heart beats with a love that only I cant feel
love me and hate not the pain,for one day i am sure that ill be that happy
child that I know i was ment to be.

Barbara Dianne Miller
Copyright ©2004 Barbara Dianne Miller

[bingolong]

abnormalandbitchy,
Dag I'm just seeing these,welcome to the site!!

[abnormalandbitchy]

bingolong,
thanks for the welcome i am haveing a blast

[Jennifer]

abnormalandbitchy,
great stuff-welcome again!