Dont be my friend

[christopherj]

I am not the man you think i am
i have no cunning masterplan
i've lied and cheated my way through life
all in all i'm not very nice
nobody knows what i have seen
but thats no excuse for being me
i'm just too horrible to even try
and be a decent sort of guy
maybe its just my way of dealing
with the things that i am feeling
i start and flop again and again
i throw away all my friends
but i can stop and understand
the effect i have, a single man
upon the world with what i do
dont be my friend cos i'll hurt you

[Jennifer]

christopherj,
very sad-but it appears you are trying to change-keep the faith...