I guess I should tell you guys why I havent been around

Post by **smjmcomic** » Thu Jan 12, 2006 2:58 pm

Murphdogg,T, Jon Tamra, Bj, Everybody

Thank you guys for the support YES it does make me fell better I sat on a park bench and sob'ed from 7 pm itll close to 4 am. Today my chest is is hurting me from crying so much but I talked with her bestfriend to day she said that the last thing Riley would want me to do is cry over her so I'm going to put my selfish pitty aside and live for her.

I may never find what we had again but atleast I had it some people roam this earth there whole lives and never connect with the person they were ment to. As brief as I had her atlest I had her and whne my times up I know I have an angel waiting for me with opens arms. And I will live my life and be a good person so I can be with her again.

Thank you guys for the support I can't tell you guys how much I lovbe you guys were are a famliy we cry together we laugh together we live together and help it eahother when somebodys down. I love you guys

Post by **tamra** » Thu Jan 12, 2006 4:55 pm

smjmcomic,

you're very welcome smj.

it's the least we can do and wish we could do a whole lot more to make it even better.

Post by **koda** » Thu Jan 12, 2006 8:11 pm

smjmcomic,
OMG I'm so terribly sorry...I know mere words are pretty inadequate but my heart aches for you and I hope that time will help to heal you. I know you're probably hearing all kindsa platitudes about "Time heals" and such...and cliche' tho they may be, it's also true and time does really help to bring about inner healing.
I pray you can keep hangin on and takin one day at a time...
I'm so very, very sorry for your loss.
Hugs....
Koda