tamra, jtf
Well, I did wear something, though not vibrating underwear. Pray tell, where does one get such underwear, Tamra?
Well, I did see him....from afar. You see, we were only in the same room together - opposite sides to be exact. Greeted one another in passing and that was it. He was with a girl - a different one this time. I was with my homey & resident bodyguard Big Coco - who I had substituted as my date for the night.
At the end of the night, I was feeling like:
(1) What a world, what a world - when the man that I luv is only a few feet awaay from me and he has no idea what is up. I really wanted to take him somewhere and jump his bonez. Although that would be a little to forward, huh JTF?
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(2) How in the world did I ever end up with the bodyguard as my date??????
I think my pimpin is slacking and I need to tighten up on it, that is what I think:X .
I really need to stop obseessing with this issue. But ever time I see him, my heart skips a beat. NOBODY else makes me feel that way...like, even if he was broke (god forbid bad thing!), I would STILL want to jump his bonez, & that's real!!!!
When the night was over, my heart was heavy and I went home a lonely and longing woman.
Maybe the next time I will get up the nerve to let him know what time it really is.
Peace
Big T