it takes all i am not to cry
sometimes I feel like suicide
take the simple easy ride
but then I think of all the pain
it would cause to split a vein
I wish to god I couldn't care
and didn't sink into a chair
everytime she pissed me off
it's not her fault she wont see love
though I can see for both of us
deep down I know its not enough
its obvious our future's doomed
that's all their is
come forth red moon
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