Cold Feet (UPDATE)

[smjmcomic]

So I'm talking with this nice young lady that I have been madly in love with for about 4 years now we kinda tryed to have a relationship a few years back and do to the fact that she lives out of state it fell apart. Well she's back in my life has been for about a month.

Everytime I talk to her I wonder "What in the hell is she doing with me?" She's totaly out of my league she's a 10 easy and I'm a -3 I mean she's the type of girl a guy like me could only dream of. She's the only girl who has ever made me weak in the kness I mean like whoa But now that I have her back I don't wanna let her slip away.

But at the same time I have cold feet if I fuck this up I'll never forgive myself. She's the holy grail to my Monty Python ya dig? Sometimes I feel like I try to hard but one of her friends who happends to be a friend of mine aswell says that she's crazy about me. Maybe I just don't think that highly of myself but I just can't belive that I could land a girl like this. I just don't want my own self doubt to ruin this before anything ever begins.


We have somuch in common its not even funny (Its scary) unlike how I might act on here I'm a nice guy so I think I might be working the sweet guy angle and the fact that I can make her laugh dosent hurt but I still can't figure out why she wants anything to do with me. I have lost great girls to total asshole's in the past maybe karma owes me one or maybe I'm just in for more pain.

[hellifiknow]

smjmcomic,

You know any response which may appear to offer congradulations may alter the karma so therefore I will maintain a whats she doin with him attitude. I maintain "run" as my usual and best advice but my own emotions are a bit confused right now, the girl I was trying to hook JTF up with smiled at me this morning, and not one of those right before they start laughing smiles either, right now its too soon after the tragic loss of my wife in a hunting accident this coming november but who knows what may happen as time goes on.

[smjmcomic]

hellifiknow,





I don't think anybody can help poor JTF at this point.

If things don't workout with this one I'm gona try to date myself for a bit see how that go's. I have to stay strong and not give it all away up front.

[JTF]

smjmcomic,

Who needs, or wants, help.

I have trouble commiting to one hand...

[tamra]

smjmcomic,
shit put some socks on and deal w/it, shit. you only go around once. what...do you want to wait until the next lifetime, in which you may be a fish and she may be a cat or a kid who just brought you home and THEN try and make something of it? *tapping fingers*

[Murphdogg]

smjmcomic, never think your not good enough for any woman. Some Old oakie advice my uncle gave me about putting things in perspective when you've got a girl up on too high of a pedestal and are intimidated by her "just picture her taking a shit"..that kind of brings it down to earth

[JTF]

Murphdogg,

Damn right!

Always think you're TOO good for one woman!

[Murphdogg]

JTF,I think it's alot of pressure on a woman when you put her up to high, she's afraid she'll fart or something and ruin your image of her.

[tamra]

JTF,
aaaah the male truth finally comes out

http://www.insanepictures.com/pic.shtml?2002.jpg - read it and weep'

[Murphdogg]

tamra,damnit woman, I was the last to respond, I demand to paid attention to goddamnit..I'm starting to feel like JTF is Marsha and I'm Jan Brady