Anditsdeeptoo,
Sorry to Hear about your loss, you have my deepest sympathy's.

Loosing a loved one is always hard , and the closer they are to you ,the harder it is.
I've lost lots of people in my life ,
MS. TB , cancer, vehicular, heart attacks ,murdered,
the reason doesn't matter, the love they put into your life is what counts.
Speaking of M.S. ,Anybody see Teri Garr on Letterman the other night ???